Wanting to leave, yet not by reenastar, literature
Literature
Wanting to leave, yet not
Controlling
Restricting
Never listening
You make me
Want to walk out
To walk away
Without looking back
I want to beat you
When you dont listen
No matter if my idea
Is good
Even when I have
A valid point
You dont care
And Im starting to not too
Every second I spend
With you makes me
Want to snap
To beat you senseless
To leave you
Never come back
To run away with him
Never come back
Ever
And I mean
Every word I say
So keep on pushing
But remember that
With every single push
I get closer to snapping
And the goddess protect
Whoever is in my way
When the day comes
That you push me too far
And I
All I ask is that you wake me,
energize me and help me feel something;
because my nerves have been burned for so long
that I remain completely numb
to world outside this flickering window...
I lay here..
I can't Sleep..
I think of you..
I wish you were here..
I need you..
I need you now..
I cry..
I cry for you..
If I could only touch you..
Just for a moment..
The whole world would stop around us..
The troubles would disapear..
Then maybe..
Just maybe.. I could sleep.
But I lay here,
Unable to..
I need you..
My one true love..
I can only hope
That I’m not too late
For this one last hope
I’ve put it off
Far too long
I’m taking a huge gamble
But what choice do I have?
And I don’t know
What the future will hold
I don’t know if you will
Still be here
You are the only one
Left in this world
Who truly cares
I don’t know how much
Longer I can go on
All alone
So many unanswered questions
I need to know
No matter how much
Those answers may hurt
So I will make this journey
Which seems so far away
For love
For life
For resolution
I can only hope
That I’m not too late