Closest Friend, Closest friend

Closest friend, closest friend                                  
Where could you be?
I am alone
I don't have anyone else to talk to
I long for someone who is there for me

Life is hard
People see me
But no one comes to talk to me
Instead, I do the talking
People I talk too become my friends
But they are not my closet friends
Instead they are mostly aquaintences
They barely stay in touch with me
It's not something I've done wrong
I try to be good and considerate
It is the people's decision
Are they jealous of me?
Maybe they are
I don't know for sure

Closest friend, closest friend
Whoever you are,
I hope I will find you
Or you will find me
Hopefully it will be soon
I need someone who understands me
I need someone I can trust
And I need someone who's heart is full of love